JUNE 1 2010

MY ANGER TOWADS THE ACTIVITIES THAT GENERATE CHAOS IN MY LIFE HAVE ISOLATED MY HEART FROM THE ONES I SEEK TO EMPOWER; ONLY TIME WILL TELL… THIS REFERS TO THE POSSIBLE BREAK UP OF MY UNION W/ T.B.

SHE STAYS = WE GROW TOGETHER

 

SHE LEAVES = WE GROW APART. 

 

2 JUNE 2010 

 

T. AND I HAVE BEEN HOT AND COLD RECENTLY. SHE HAS BEEN DOING WELL WORKING IN CERTAIN AREAS OF OUR LIVES. HOWEVER, WHEN I TRY TO TALK TO HER IN A PASSIONATE MANNER SHE STARTS GETTING DEFENSIVE AND I REACT ANGRILY  THE UNION WE HAVE IS BASED ON SIMPLE LIKES AND DISLIKES. IT IS CLEAR THAT THIS IS THE CASE BECAUSE THE MOMENT WE START TO COMMUNICATE THERE IS NO LEVEL OF AWARENESS THAT I AM BEING CONCERNED. BUT SHE YELLS AND SCREAMS AND I RESPOND IN TURN. THE ISSUE LIES IN BOTH OF US NOT HEARING OUT EACH OTHER. I WANT US TO WOK OUT BUT THE ANGER REQUIRES TOO MUCH PRAYER TO SUSTAIN. THERE IS NO COMPASSION ON BOTH SIDES. 

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